Didn't get fired today, but didn't get not-fired. Will find out on Thursday, maybe.
How come nothing can go right for more than a day? I always get dumped on. Sure, I had one good day last week, and maybe I should be grateful for that. But why, just a few days later, are things crap again?
It's amazing how I can go from feeling completely hopeful to completely downtrodden in a matter of days. I'm sure this happens to other people... right? Okay, asking too many questions.
Lat week, I kind of admitted to myself that this guy is really cute, and actually could be really good for me, and I found out that he JUST started dating someone. Then, I have my amazing night the other night, and gain that hope that you get when you think someone "like" likes you...turns out he has a girlfriend too.
My amazing night was at a small get-together last weekend. We all got drunk, and I ended up making out with (and a little more) with... let's call him... "Chisel". I'm not stupid. I know that during college random hookups are bound to happen and that nothing really comes out of them. However, the next morning, as I prepared to avoid eye contact and act like nothing happened (re: play it cool), he was all sweetness and kisses. I still tried to play it cool, but I could not help getting into the mindset that something was going to come out of this. He whispered "I like you a lot" in my ear, scratched my back, etc. He didn't press any further, so I really thought I was going to get a call later.
I did get a call, but it was not what I had hoped for. More later, have got to go to work.
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